my heart ...lately, i didnt understood myself..its hard to understand.
Smiling is a part to hide my sadness. yeah I always did it, and I never felt relieved...this is bad! i dont want everyone to know..I just want my heart be better after i wrote this state. I Only have Allah SWT, yeah and no one understands my heart better than Allah SWT..but I need someone's shoulder to lean back. :'( I want someone listen me, ....
